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Twilight

Love Me Like He Used To

Fri Oct 31, 2008, 1:20 PM
  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: T Shirt
  • Reading: Breaking Dawn
  • Watching: Myself continuously wipe mascara off my cheeks
So I am pretty much losing every and any guy I have had, thought I had, or wanted and thought I had a chance with. I'd say it's whatever and chill, but it's so much more than that. I keep thinking I might have a chance with Jesse and that maybe the whole age thing will chill and pass and he won't care. But then I get shot down and my heart gets broken. And it's not even his fault. I want him so bad, yal don't even understand. He makes me so happy and feel so special and I love being with him. I love his family and I worry about his dad more than his other friends do. I care about him more than any other girl could possibly think of and to be completely honest, I think I love him. And it takes me a bit to decide that. He's eveything I want, everything I need, everything inside of me that I wish i could be. he says all hte right things at exactly the right time, but it's like i mean nothing to him and i don't know why. It's like I think I have him, then I feel like I'm losing him, then I feel nothing. I don't know what to do anymore. I always want what I cant have. And that's all I want is him. I wish yall could see the way we are when we're together. when he has those big arms around me and we're at my house and we'll walk around in each other's arms while my mom is laughing. i don't know what there is that I Can do. People tell me that I should try and let him go. But he won't let me let go. It's like i'm addicted to him or something. ugh. I hate this mess and i want it to end. I want him. i want him to love me like he used to

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:icongoldensunset:
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Send to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
I TOLD YOU!

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He cut through the quiet.
"Sometimes, the hurt you live with is just too Great."

No time to laugh, or even try. Just have to walk and wish to fly.

3:28 A.M., 10.20.1990. --- 8:47 P.M., 10.01.08.
He didnt stand a chance.
:icongoldensunset:
what up.
Hey, whats going on? 23/female.. come chat with me on this website CLICK HERE

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There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.
If only.

3:28 A.M., 10.20.1990. --- 8:47 P.M., 10.01.08.
He didnt stand a chance.
:icongoldensunset:
hey 22/female. you're cute =) check me out on my webcam chat thing CLICK HERE

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There is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves.
If only.

3:28 A.M., 10.20.1990. --- 8:47 P.M., 10.01.08.
He didnt stand a chance.
:iconkoshinator:
-_-' Again Thanks For The Fave :D
:iconsouthernchick10:
hee hee ur welcome

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He is Everything I Want,
He is Everything I Need.
He is Everything Inside of Me
That I Wish I Could Be.
He Says All the Right Things
At Exactly the Right Times.
And He Means Eveything to Me
But He Can't See Why.
:icongoldensunset:
-_-' and again...
thanks for the faves :aww:

i noticed you didnt comment 'Open Up' ...? questionmark?

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If a man was to offend me, I would take him quietly and forgivingly by the hand, lead him to a dark corner, and kill him.
-Mark Antony
:iconsouthernchick10:
*gasp* i didnt??!! im super sorry i loved it i swear

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Forever Be Thankful for What You Have,
You Never Know How Long it Will Last.

R. I. P. Taylor, We Love You Sweetie
:icongoldensunset:
:giggle:
sorry, its just that youre always the first to comment on anything i do. i was worried for you =P

i like the new pics. dunno what i should comment on, though. are you the one that took them?

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If a man was to offend me, I would take him quietly and forgivingly by the hand, lead him to a dark corner, and kill him.
-Mark Antony
:iconsouthernchick10:
lol

no, it's guys from my high school though

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In This Crazy Life,
And Through These Crazy Times,
It's You, It's You.
You Make Me Sing.
You're Every Line,
You're Every Word,
You're Everything.

R. I. P. Taylor, We Love You Sweetie

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